Day 24: 115SWF: Yes
Smooth Move Tea: Yes
Lemonades: 7
Gym: No
GW: 110 (Was 115, decided to lose a few more)Height: 5'4
SW First Cleanse: 144
SW This Cleanse: 125End Date: June ?
quote="JoanneC"]I'm so glad you were able to rid your body of those toxins! Sound deadly!
Great job meeting your first GW...looking forward to post cleansing together, if Friday feels right to you
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Thank you Joanne!! I'm really on the fence about when to end this cleanse. Today I was in a dressing room trying on a shirt, and I looked at myself in the mirror and thought I looked too thin. Well, just my face and upper body really look thin, but I still have this stomach and muffin top!! ANd my upper legs are still jiggly too!! I came home to try on my skinny jeans, and my fat just hangs over the sides. I am so torn between wanting to stop because my face is starting to look thin and aged, or keep going and finally get rid of this jiggly excess fat.
It didn't help matters that I had gone to a wake earlier tonight, and my mom, my sister, and my mom's friend were saying I was looking too thin. Mom's friend was completely anti-MC and made it clear how dangerous it was...right in the middle of the wake room. I felt like prey surrounded by a pack of coyotes. I didn't say much, but when my mom asked me if I was done with the cleanse and I said "no" her eyes nearly popped out of her head!! "Don't go getting anorexic!!", she said. I'm not in the least bit bony right now. I guess everyone is so used to seeing my with a chubby round face and a stomach pooch. I've lost 30 lbs, so,of course, I will look different. Different is not always bad though. I keep telling myself to ignore these comments and keep going until I lose this excess weight but I'm beginning to wondering I'm looking terrible lately. I think if I have a heart to heart with my husband about this matte, he will tell me the truth no matter what. Lately he's been walking on eggshells though, because I'm so short-tempered.
I'm just confused right now. According to my BMI chart for a 5'4 woman with a small frame (me), the lowest weight for my range is 108 lbs.---under that, I would be considered underweight. I just plan on hovering between 112-115. I hate to admit it, but it's probably true that the thinner I get, the older looking I'll be getting from now too because of my age. I don't know if I look gaunt because of the detox, or lack of good fats/vitamins/probitics, or loss of muscle tone, or just my age.
If I had to make a choice between looking older and being overweight, I think I would pick looking older. Perhaps there is something affordable I could do to perk up my face. I'm really hopeing that the way I look now is just a temporary state due to this detox. I do feel a little run down today. Has anyone had this happen while on the MC and have you regained your looks back after stopping?