Day 16: 118SWF: No
Smooth Move Tea: Yes
Lemonades: 6
Gym: No
GW: 115 Height: 5'4
SW First Cleanse: 144
SW This Cleanse: 125End Date: June 4I felt really good today, although still stuck at 118 lbs. Lots of energy, mind clarity, and I was in a great mood! I decided to try on a pair of size-2 shorts that I haven't been able to get into for the last 7 years - and they fit!!!
My legs need some toning and I still have some stomach fat hanging over the front and sides; otherwise they actually look great on me!!
I feel like I'm at a decent right right now, but I also feel like I would look even better by losing a few more pounds...I'm still squishy around my middle and I can literally pinch about 2" of fat on each side and about 3" on my stomach "pooch". I really want it gone, and I'm certain that exercise alone isn't going to do it for me. I feel like I'm walking a very thin line of obsession and perfectionism, but at the same time feeling so close to finally having the body I've been striving for. I'm 45 years old, it's summertime, and I really just want to "Go for it already!! I've spent too many summers feeling upset with the way I look, wishing for a better body, and now I'm finally in a position to change all of that.
Yes, I have been having thoughts of staying on the MC longer than my end date. I feel like if I end it now, this is the lowest weight I'll achieve, and I could stand to lose a bit more. Trust when I say that my bones aren't sticking out. I still have fat hanging off me and it's driving me nuts! Anyways, it is weighing heavily on my mind. I'll just take this one day at a time, and deal with things as they happen.
I finally used my Total Gym today and did a few reps. I had forgotten all of the different exercises I could do with that thing, so I'll have to look up directions online and refresh my memory. I am really looking forward to building some muscle and seeing some definition, especially in my stomach area!!