Hey there!
Checking in at the end of Day 4. So far so good... a different day then yesterday, when I was clearly feeling introspective--hence that big long post! Today was good and fairly easy, although it was the first day I would really say I thought about food and how I missed it. Nothing big, just little temptations here and there. One of them that struck me the hardest is as I was walking up the steps to my apartment after going to the gym. It was like "pow!" make some food! And I realized that it's just one of the habits I have to break, like any other addict trying to get over something. It's so automatic for me to come home from the gym and then munch around. One thing I've been thinking about is how I often don't have a balanced, sit-down dinner, but eat this and that all evening-- that really adds up! I think I'd like to make an effort to get three square meal, and let that be that. We'll see. I would like to commit to cutting out processed sugar and carbs, except for occasional treats. That will be hard for me-- my weakness is sweets! Just today at work they were taste testing red velvet cupcakes, and normally I would have been all over that, having one and maybe even sneaking a second. But here I am, hours later, and I don't regret not eating that red velvet cupcake at all-- I'm really glad I didn't, in fact!
Finally had some of the typical, mucusy (ew) eliminations today, which was a relief. Still none of the "butt peeing" I remember so vividly from my last cleanse-- maybe because I haven't done a SWF since day 1. I'll do one on Friday, I think. I did have a bit of a slow down when I got home from work, and felt a little tired, but hey, that happens even when I'm not on the cleanse, so I'm writing it off. Haven't really felt like running, so besides doing a fast-paced mile everyday to get my heart rate up, I haven't been. Instead I've been doing weights and eliptical after the run, and committing to 30 minutes at the gym-- much less than usual, but maybe I'll do more tomorrow if the mood strikes me.
Tomorrow is big day 5 for me, which feels like a mini-milestone! It could be the half-way point, but I really think I'll go 12 or even 14 days. The way I'm looking at it, why not loose an extra pound or two while I'm at it? Fingers-crossed!
Not as many people on the boards as last time I cleansed-- we really posted back and forth and kept each other motivated. But I'm feeling pretty good on my own and happy to give encouragement/advice when it comes along! To all those out there-- just keep at it! 10 days (or 20 or 30, whatever) isn't very much time at all in the grand scheme of things!
Good night!
-Katie