Hi! I'm Aveda and I am going to be cleansing for about fifty days. Really until I get to the size and the healthy state of mind that I want to be. I notice that everyone on here is obsessed with their weight and how much they lose, but I don't care what I weight, I never have, I care how my clothes fit and the range of activity I can accomplish (which has greatly deminished). Also for the first time in my entire life I have been eating toxic. I used to never eat fast food, I used to never eat sweets or red meat. Recently however, I have been and I have found that this is a cycle, once you get this toxic crud in your system it never wants to leave in fact it wants friends so you start eating more, so instead of wanting a salad you want burgers, or instead of hummus for snacking you want potatoe chips.
So I am going to cleanse to rid my body of these toxic entities and hopefully be able to go back to eating healthy like before I moved and gained oodles of weight (I went from a size 5 to a size 15 in a year and a half-ish).
By the end of the cleanse I want to be a nice size 10 or 7 and be able to go back to the healthy way of eating that seemed so natural to me before all of this.
I also have set mini goals for myself, at 14 days I want to be back into a loose size 13 and then at 21 days I want to be into a size 11 and at 35 days I would like to be at a size 10 and at 50 days I would like to be into a 7 or a 5 if that's at all possible, but I'll be happy with a ten. (The reason for the rapidness at the end is because there is far less weight between sizes for me once I get out of the "plus" sized catagory 5 lbs tops for most, I am very short)
I am also very active, I play raquette ball for an hour three times a week, and I work out the other four days for an hour and a half or so.
so hopefully I'll be able to get this done with some support here, because I'm not really getting it at home, I have cleansed before and all I got out of my boyfriend was barely a glimmer of recognition that I had done anything.
Anywho, wish me luck because this is my day one!
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