You may have noticed that since you have started your fast that things have gotten lighter for you, and not just your physical body. I find that when I cleanse, little invisible "hope bubbles" burst around you, and for a brief moment you glimpse the answers and you know everything will be fine.
There is a shift underway when we are cleansing. All who fast have felt it. It is very exciting. We all come to the cleanse utterly possessed by ghouls, often without knowing it. They act as prison gaurds over us. We come to MC from the slave camps of the good old American diet, simply non human. I knew pretty early on in life, definitely by the mid-eighties, that one day I would have to make a run for it. Naively, I thought just because I had the knowledge and the courage that I could become the bolter, but I found I also needed tenacity for to break free took many attempts.
Most of us humans are too scared or too cozy, or we are too self obsessed to be any good at changing. Many us like to talk endlessly about MC or our plights endlessly, pontificating, but never lift a finger to actually help ourselves break free. Fasting is about breaking free. Congratulations.
Eventually if you don't change, change will find you! You will find yourself under massive attack (like I did with my candidiasis). Then you will want to run and find that you cannot escape the barrage!
The fast is actually two journeys at once. One across an inner world that has many demons we must face, and the other is across the physical plane. We get chased by ghouls in both worlds it seems. All along the way! The celestial forces of the Goddess spread out and establish themeselves when we fast. We battle the ghouls and back them off, so it is not a clear run, though the final result is gauranteed if you will stay on your fasts and assist the angelic forces that go to work on our behalf when we cleanse. It is a battle against things that are invisible. But luckily we don't have to fight it. It is being done for us. Certainly there may be minor set backs and delays, because no matter how hard you hit the ghouls they always bounce back. But never at the same level they were before. It is a slow process, bit by bit.
What this new victory means is that the influence of negative forces in your body will die down from doing MC. You will feel an ever increasing sense of worth each time you fast, and a connectedness to all things divine. In addition, irritating medical complaints that havn't healed for years will gradually clear up once the ghouls aren't feeding the irritations. Part of what they do is feed on an imbalance to make you feel uncomfortable. So you operate less effectively.
The other thing you will find is that your light that was covered and clouded deliberatley by the forces of darkness, will suddenly start to shine at it's normal and .true level. People will start to react to you in a more positive way. You'll see them smile at you in the street. You will start to get much better results.
_________________ In a moment of consciousness, change can occur.
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