It sounds jolly spooky but it is a very good thing, while your shadow is hiding it has great power to cause you pain, but once it comes out for you to see clearly on your fast, you can see what is happening and it is no longer hidden. Once your loyalty to your fast has been proved, your choice firmly made to prevail no matter what, and if you are on this forum, almost everyone here has already made their choice. But some remain on the cusp alternating between the two sides , yes-no, maybe.
Most of the soul’s decisions are already made. Once the darkness comes out of hiding it eventually dies and your life changes. The fast then, is like a civil war that might tear you apart for awhile, but as you fight for your life, you make peace with the light and dark within you, and you become unified. When we reach our goal of our fasting journeys, you will find that the light and dark within you comes back together in the end.
While you insist you are all light and sweetness and all things bright and beautiful your shadow remain hidden with in you and you are in great danger. But once you process that darkness, the wounded child within, then you are safe for your Inner child becomes your shield and protector but first you have to bring it out and recognize it and love it for the pain that was inflicted upon it and the pain it subsequently inflicted on others. Gradually a peace treaty is struck and the civil war within is resolved. In the end the dark has to be loved and made whole or it causes big trouble.
_________________ In a moment of consciousness, change can occur.
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